{"id":4736,"date":"2015-05-26T05:50:24","date_gmt":"2015-05-26T05:50:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edasofia.com\/?p=4736"},"modified":"2015-05-26T05:50:24","modified_gmt":"2015-05-26T05:50:24","slug":"mediocridad-mis-bestias","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/mediocridad-mis-bestias\/","title":{"rendered":"Mediocridad ~mis Bestias~"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>Y temo, como cada vez que comienzo a escribir, que hoy, quiz\u00e1 tambi\u00e9n este texto lo sea.<span id=\"more-15473\"><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Como si una condena; un mandato funesto expulsado, dirigido y propagado por los hombres se adue\u00f1ara del tiempo. Como una enfermedad en desbandada. Una epidemia fatal que sin m\u00e1s te condena, postr\u00e1ndote en camas o sillones m\u00faltiples, al paso del tiempo y del indoloro dolor de sepultar poco a poco la vida. Entonces es que ardo. Puedo, de golpe, ver pasar frente a m\u00ed el tiempo perdido al televisor y todos los libros que a\u00fan no he escrito. Tengo el deseo de aniquilar ya a mis personajes, a los que no me he atrevido a conferir un rostro. Ellos a\u00fan no saben qu\u00e9 decir, y yo, me quedo esperando escucharlos hablar. Esperando.<\/p>\n<p>Escucho a la gente, por la calle y en los bares que mentirosamente pocas veces frecuento, hablar lento; como si hubiesen nacido con una dosis regulada de opio que nublar\u00e1 cada segundo de por medio del acierto. Segundos que tampoco son l\u00facidos, sino mediocres.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>Abrir los p\u00e1rpados no significa necesariamente ver. Digo mediocridad y me agoto. Puedo sentir su efecto viscoso peg\u00e1ndoseme a la piel y tomando mis pies firmemente de los tobillos.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Cort\u00e1ndomelos lentamente por atr\u00e1s con una peque\u00f1a navajita que pinta vetas violetas en mi piel y que promete no dejarme nunca m\u00e1s emprender la marcha. Mi boca se seca, acometida por el miedo enterrado, de que de alguna forma, \u00ednfima, la palabra pueda alg\u00fan d\u00eda pertenecerme. Tomarme firmemente de los muslos y tumbarme, mis diez dedos hechos nudos, haci\u00e9ndome tragar el polvo. No; no marco salida, no caigo. A pesar de sentir la navaja deslizarse atr\u00e1s de mis piernas dibujando cortes profundos: canales que trepan hasta la realidad misma de la est\u00e1tica. Yerta.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>Entonces, yo, con el dolor de esta huida que simula vencida, puedo huerfanarme de pies. O a\u00fan mejor, zurcir entre el llanto y el dolor que podr\u00eda parecer eterno, la propia carne.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Arrastrarme en b\u00fasqueda de una recuperaci\u00f3n furiosa. En una persecuci\u00f3n rabiosa. Un peregrinaje colmado de \u00a0despe\u00f1amientos triunfantes. Un amor fati: eterno, vivo, ardiente.<\/p>\n<h6>~EdaSof\u00eda<\/h6>\n<h6>Publicado originalmente en\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/melimelo.com.mx\/mediocridad\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Mel\u00edMel\u00f3<\/a><\/h6>\n<h6>Si quieres estar al tanto de mis pasos\u00a0y mis palabras\u00a0s\u00edgueme en <a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/crossingsolo\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">CrossingSolo<\/a><\/h6>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Y temo, como cada vez que comienzo a escribir, que hoy, quiz\u00e1 tambi\u00e9n este texto lo sea.<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"image","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[5,13],"tags":[9,52,53,54],"class_list":["post-4736","post","type-post","status-publish","format-image","hentry","category-palabras","category-published-work","tag-edasofia","tag-escritura","tag-me-siento-mediocre","tag-mediocridad","post_format-post-format-image"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4736","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4736"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4736\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4736"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4736"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4736"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}