{"id":4769,"date":"2015-07-08T12:10:46","date_gmt":"2015-07-08T12:10:46","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edasofia.com\/?p=4769"},"modified":"2015-07-08T12:10:46","modified_gmt":"2015-07-08T12:10:46","slug":"el-miedo-de-ser-arrojado-al-mundo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/el-miedo-de-ser-arrojado-al-mundo\/","title":{"rendered":"Sobre el miedo de ser arrojado al mundo"},"content":{"rendered":"<h3 style=\"text-align: center;\">\u00a0~Lo que nunca les dije~<\/h3>\n<h5 style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>&#8230;Veo a mis padres subiendo la escalera empinada que conduce al hospital, y mi madre, cubierta por una bata azul celeste con botones blancos, como tu piso, asegura a pesar de desear una ni\u00f1a, que ser\u00e9 hombre. Teme que la desilusi\u00f3n la encuentre sorprendida y as\u00ed se prepara. La historia bien podr\u00eda ser al rev\u00e9s&#8230;<br \/>\n<\/strong><\/h5>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">Estamos los tres en una habitaci\u00f3n inmaculada donde la voz nerviosa de mi padre apresura, atray\u00e9ndolos desde todos los rincones de la ciudad, a familiares y desconocidos por pasillos infinitos y est\u00e9riles.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><strong>La calma se ha perdido: decido que no quiero salir.\u00a0<\/strong><strong>Me\u00a0contorsiono\u00a0y danzo eligiendo\u00a0hacer de este vientre mi hogar.<\/strong><\/p>\n<h5 style=\"text-align: justify;\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-4774\" src=\"https:\/\/edasofia.progames.me\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/07\/edasofia-klimt-lo-que-no-les-he-dicho1.jpg\" alt=\"edasofia-klimt-lo-que-no-les-he-dicho\" width=\"800\" height=\"400\" \/><\/h5>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>No encuentro los motivos para dejar el interior de mi madre; ahora tampoco, por eso cuando la siento desde lejos, me duele un lugar que ignoro, una cobertura de mi piel que recuerda el contacto con sus fluidos: <em>Batin<\/em>. Mi ombligo: su centro.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Dictamino que evitar\u00e9 salir en el momento en que no hay vuelta atr\u00e1s, un cuchillo raja ya horizontalmente su vientre. Sin ser empujada mi mundo se hace luz con el llanto que explota desde mis entra\u00f1as. Unas manos toscas me ci\u00f1en alej\u00e1ndome del \u00fanico lugar en el que nunca tuve miedo; de mi siempre casa, de mi madre que acaso llora o r\u00ede.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><strong>Mi padre, aterrorizado, me ve y sin poderlo controlar piensa ya en el dolor de mi muerte. Yo, un pez resbaladizo y obstinado en mi s\u00faplica que despierta a todos los muertos ese d\u00eda. Respiro entre agua y miedo. \u00bfVolver\u00e9 pronto al mar?<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00a1Qu\u00e9 bien se siente estar viva, qu\u00e9 delicia estar vivos! Le dice a Tigrillo mir\u00e1ndolo a los ojos. S\u00ed, contesta ausente. S\u00ed.\u00bb<\/p>\n<h6 style=\"text-align: left;\">~Eda Sof\u00eda<\/h6>\n<h6>Fragmento | Im\u00e1genes por Gustav Klimt<\/h6>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>~Lo que nunca les dije~<br \/>\nNo encuentro los motivos para dejar el interior de mi madre; ahora tampoco, por eso cuando la siento desde lejos, me duele un lugar que ignoro, una cobertura de mi piel que recuerda el contacto con sus fluidos: Batin. Mi ombligo: su centro.<\/p>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4770,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"image","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[55,56,57,58,59,60,61],"class_list":["post-4769","post","type-post","status-publish","format-image","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-palabras","tag-el-miedo-de-nacer","tag-lo-que-piensan-los-bebes","tag-lo-que-sienten-los-bebes","tag-nacer","tag-nacimiento","tag-que-bien-se-siente-estar-viva","tag-ser-arrojada-al-mundo","post_format-post-format-image"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4769","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4769"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4769\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4770"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4769"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4769"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4769"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}