{"id":5517,"date":"2019-02-05T03:34:42","date_gmt":"2019-02-05T03:34:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/edasofia.com\/?p=5517"},"modified":"2019-02-05T03:34:42","modified_gmt":"2019-02-05T03:34:42","slug":"el-silencio-es-un-territorio","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/el-silencio-es-un-territorio\/","title":{"rendered":"El silencio es un territorio&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"text-align:left\"><strong><br>Estoy en mi nueva casa. Y no s\u00e9 c\u00f3mo me siento, pero intuyo que esto es la felicidad.<\/strong> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As\u00ed, temprano, antes de que comience a despertar el mundo; antes de que se pueblen las calles y el ruido del mercado ascienda hasta casa invit\u00e1ndome a bajar y a salir de mi misma. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Me gusta estar en casa sola, en silencio, con la seguridad de que nadie llegar\u00e1, de que el tel\u00e9fono est\u00e1 apagado, de que es un d\u00eda calmo y todos est\u00e1n ocupados en sus propios pendientes. Entonces sonr\u00edo y me relajo porque la ma\u00f1ana se me presenta ancha y alargada como m\u00e1s la disfruto. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>A veces se me ocurre preguntarme qu\u00e9 me hizo as\u00ed, tan hacia adentro, pero no tengo las respuestas.<\/strong> <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A veces tambi\u00e9n, seguido, se me antoja la compa\u00f1\u00eda que no tengo, pero a mi modo, medida y a mis tiempos; una compa\u00f1\u00eda que no existe, convenenciera, que no estorba cuando escribo y est\u00e1 aqu\u00ed por las noches cuando estoy cansada y siento ganas de llorar. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00daltimamente he estado recordando partes de mi vida. Me doy cuenta de que por m\u00e1s que recorra el recuerdo, no puedo, por deseo y angustia, volver a vivirlas. Entonces suelto y entiendo que esto, esto, esto, es lo \u00fanico que tengo; que ser\u00e1 pronto un recuerdo, que no podr\u00e9 ni por angustia, traer de vuelta a mi cuerpo. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Agradezco el pasado y tambi\u00e9n lo entiendo quiz\u00e1, como otra vida. Fragmentos de vidas anteriores que ya no soy yo, porque la \u00fanica que soy  es esta que est\u00e1 hoy aqu\u00ed sentada en esta nueva casa escuchando como levantan el mercado y acostumbr\u00e1ndose al andar de los vecinos de arriba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Esta soy yo, pero por la de ayer ya no podr\u00eda abogar\u2026 y la de ma\u00f1ana\u2026 esa que a veces temo y otras extra\u00f1o. Esa, ni siquiera existe y aunque a veces me parezca tener alguna idea, tampoco s\u00e9 qui\u00e9n es.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Martes 24 de octubre 2017<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Estoy en mi nueva casa. Y no s\u00e9 c\u00f3mo me siento, pero intuyo que esto es la felicidad. As\u00ed, temprano, antes de que comience a despertar el mundo; antes de que se pueblen las calles y el ruido del mercado ascienda hasta casa invit\u00e1ndome a bajar y a salir de mi misma. Me gusta estar [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5520,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"image","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[204,125,52,205,206,207],"class_list":["post-5517","post","type-post","status-publish","format-image","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-palabras","tag-casa","tag-escritora","tag-escritura","tag-narvarte","tag-nueva-casa","tag-silencio","post_format-post-format-image"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5517","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5517"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5517\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/5520"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5517"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5517"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/edasofia.com\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5517"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}